C-Murder {Caught on tape}

This is very disturbing to my spirit! I am so afraid of guns 'til it ain't even funny. Here it is on camera C-murder attempting to shoot. Is he serious? Is anything that serious that your willing to kill someone? Take a chance at going to jail for life or getting the death sentence? I mean really? I am at a lost for words. I used to love him, but this video put things into perspective for me. He's definately a hot head.