The LITTLE Things...

    I was on the phone with my boo, and of course she was complaining about a friend sending her some flowers! She HATES it with a passion to get flowers and stuff like that. Her theory is that the flowers will die so why waste your money? OK I get that, but me on the other hand I am whole different type of chick! The smaller the things, I feel like the effort was put in and thought and that's all that matters!!! For my boo to get me something because he wants Me to smile and think of him a little bit more means the WORLD to me! Makes me beyond happy!! I don't brag to no one else or anything I just walk past my "small thing" and smile!! :)

    I feel like theres so much love in thinking enough of me to get something you know I'd love just because! I used to be that girl, I used to think of my "honey" whenever I was out! Wanted to get him something just because I just KNEW he'd smile!! Somewhere along the line I guess I got comfortable and forgot about how much he would smile when I did the little things. We even had a conversation about it and he said I'm not that girl anymore, He'd come home and something new would be laid out or whatever. I guess I got complacent in just doing the norm. It made me sad to think I got comfortable and I am now working on it!!

   At the end of the day Wale said "New love is so beautiful, time just makes it ugly..." I think that about sums it up! We get good and complacent forgetting the small things leaving us to think that the love is no longer there...

*XO*

Love RIGHT, Love HARD, or {LOVE WRONG}

Last night I was on twitter, and I was talking about my cousin. I used to say he is the true definition of Male "WHORE!" But as I think about it more is he really that? We all have our own definitions of what a relationship is supposed to be like, but whose right and whose really wrong? Who are we to tell them if their right or wrong??

My cousin has a live in girlfriend that hes been with since I can remember at least 13 years. He loves her to death and will do anything for her. He has a side main chick also. I know your wondering what a side main chick is, so was I. 

A side main chick is someone that you love also, but for whatever reason you can't be with her. You treat her just like she's the only one for you and you sincerely care about her and want to have her in your life forever. He also said he tries to give her a lot of time and treats her special because he doesn't want her to CHEAT on him!! I said but your cheating and he said she knew my situation when she got in, she chose to stay so why cheat. We do everything except without the title! I DIED!!

Then there's the "f*ckables"!! That should be plenty self-explanatory.

While I don't really condone this, I really thought about it! He was so sincere when he was talking about his {Side Main Chick!} Although he may have meant well I just don't get how anyone could live with being the {Side Main Chick} for the rest of their lives. It would probably be one thing if she talked to other people or even made the attempt whenever she felt ready, but to just be fine with it forever? I don't knock anything anyone is doing, as I have truly done my FAIR SHARE of dirt but to really sit back and think on this I have to wonder if she really understands the situation? But then she's been doing it for 4 years now and is as happy as ever.


Her motto is just to be happy for right now! To live in the now and not worry about anything or anyone else but herself! She said he makes her heart smile and she is HAPPY living for today, because she doesn't even know if she is going to make it to see tomorrow! If she doesn't live to see another day she is happy right where she is! It may not be perfect for anyone else, but it's just perfect for her!

It gave me chills! To not worry about what anyone else thinks and to search for your own happiness, once you found it to hold onto it because your ultimately happy!!

Although I may not choose to live the rest of my life like that, I totally want to have that true content happiness! You only have one life!! Be happy!!

#PROFOUND

Our own worst enemy... {Sabotage}

The definition of Sabotage is:




Sa*bo*tage ~ Delibritly destory, Damage, or Destruct (something).


The number 8 song on Wale's Ambition cd is called Sabotage. 

"

Said her hearts in a cage, Cuz if you never love, you can never hurt! Marinate"

There's so many women who can probably relate to this, but as usual I am only speaking for myself. My "Him" and Bestfriend both said they think of me when they heard this song. All over twitter the girls all said they can relate to this song. It speaks volumes!


Most women think with their hearts, we tend to dream of the fantasy of having that forever love. When we get with someone we start thinking if he is the one. They put their all in them and when it doesn't work out, their hurt and a little peice of them closes up. if it keeps happening its only a matter of time before they build the wall that is almost impossible to break down. 


When the right guy finally comes along we are so distracted by all the past hurts and pains that we push him away. So what to decide live alone, or let another in with the possiblilty of being hurt. Speaking for myself its soooo freakin hard!!


My "Him" has evolved so much there was a time when I wouldn't even begin to tell him when i was hurting or needed someone to talk to because he would tell me "its not that bad" or something of that nature that made me say forget it!! No more talking to him!! Now 2 years later he has opened up and so have I. The problem is that I ALWAYS tell him I am scared of him going back to the old him and he gets pissed, yet he always reassures me he's in this. I know eventually if i keep bringing up the old him its going to really piss him off and he is really going to revert. We HAVE to PUSH PASS THE PAIN and focus on HAPPINESS!!!


I guess the moral of the story is we can not let the past dictate our future, or we jeprodize never having a future!!


xo :)

Raheem DeVaughn - B.O.B.

 

Happy Saturday!!! Although I am a prude when it comes to sex I love Raheem so why wouldn't i share ANY and EVERYTHING he comes out with??? I also feel like he is 20 years late with this video but oh well better late than never! I love it and I love you!! Go Raheem!!!

Always and forever,

**Smooches**

ICES BROWN SPOLIGHT: Put it on the set

It's my GIRL!!! This time she got the props on deck! I freaking love her! She's got more confidence then a little bit! I wish I was this confident. But Enjoy and Happy Friday!!

Follow ICES on twitter: IcesBrown and follow me: Forevertrue1981

as always
**Smooches**

My DEAREST LOVE LETTER YET... Happy Valentine's Day!!!

The only time of the year that I do this... Valentines Day!!! I give my soul because at the end of the day I'm an emotional person!!! As the tears roll down my cheeks here I go...

Dear Love,
      I want that forever love, that beautiful I know your heart and you know mine better yet we FEEL each others heart LOVE!!! I wonder when my king is coming? I don't think I am a bad person, of course I have things about me I could fix but who doesn't? Love is about seeing that inperfect person perfectly!! I am almost 30 with no possibilities... I know there are woman older then me and they could careless but, when it comes to that 4 letter word I'm not them at all. I'm such a passionate person and I love with my whole heart. When little girls dreamed of being doctors and lawyers I dreamed of being a mommy, and wife! I dreamed of being happy just my family and I. When you've always dreamed of being that special lady to someone and you're not well atleast not yet. It does something to your spirit! It makes you feel weak and scared. You start thinking maybe that wasn't what was meant for me and I have to move on with life and fill that void with something else. But I have tried... its my truest aspiration to be that woman and I just don't know why not. I've cried and prayed... cried and prayed and, oh boy have I cried and prayed!! I never thought that I'd still be crying and praying!! My friend Todd told me not to envy someone else's relationship because you never know what hell and devastation their going thru! I take that to heart and KNOW thats not what I want. I know there is so much more in life thats way worst then my broken hearted waiting on love self but...

I'm wondering if I should just give up on love but everytime I try, I get caught up in the thought that I still might have a chance it just doesn't work... Idk why I do this to myself every Valentines Day but here's my Valentine Love letter for 2011. Maybe 1 day... Until then I will cry a little more and focus on life and my other goals hoping God has someone just right for me when its my time...

Sincerly,
The AmbitiousGirl
w/the broken heart

Gabrielle Union's Birthday Toast to D. Wade

If this isn't the cutest thing!!! Gabrielle is definitely all smiles!! =)~
Gabrielle Union gave the cutest toast at her boo D. Wade's 29th birthday party! Omgee she kept it so real and for him to be able to tell her "when her tracks are showing" says a lot! They're most definitely comfortable around each other and they LOVE each other! I love CHOCOALATE love!!! =)~


**Smooches**

P.S. Is that a baby bump??? OMGEE she would be sooooo cute peppermint!! =)





She said:

It’s true, he tells me when my tracks aren’t covered. It’s true, he says I think you might want to put some spanx on. It’s true. But more than anything, he’s so considerate, he’s amazing and he’s f**king hot without his clothes on. So tonight I just want to say, baby you’re not yet 30, which damn it I can’t wait until you are because it makes me sound a little bit less of a pervert. You’re
not just an amazing basketball player and team mate. He’s a great man and a great father and I love him because he throws down great dunks and he’s always on ESPN. But love him more because he’s an amazing father and an amazing friend and he’s an amazing man.

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Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas babies!! Thanks for following me all the way from the beginning! 2011 Here we come!!
**smooches**

Michael Vick getting nothing but LOVE!!!

This has to be the cutest thing I've seen in a while. After the Eagles won against the cowboys on Sunday night. Cowboys running back Tashard Choice asked Michael Vick for an autograph for his newphew who LOVES Mike!! AWWWWEEEEE that is just to cute and I got much love for someone who can look past everything and do this especially after loosing!! I love it!! =)

According to ESPN:

Dallas Cowboys running back Tashard Choice accomplished one goal Sunday night: He got Michael Vick’s autograph. Choice approached Vick after the Eagles’ 30-27 win at Cowboys Stadium and asked him to sign a glove. Philadelphia’s MVP candidate granted the request.

“That’s probably the first time that’s ever happened to me,” Vick said of an opposing player’s request after a game. “But [Choice] is a great guy. It doesn’t surprise me.” Choice, who rushed for 16 yards on seven carries and had a 17-yard reception in the loss, said he has known Vick for years. They became acquainted when Choice attended Georgia Tech and Vick played for the Atlanta Falcons.

The autograph, according to Choice, was for a young family member who is a big fan of Vick. “My little nephew says he’s his brother,” Choice said. “My little nephew is 2 years old, so I had to get one for him. I just admire somebody who comes from those circumstances and comes back and proves everybody wrong. I’ve got nothing but respect for him.”

Jazmine Sullivan ~ 10 Seconds

10 seconds ~ Enough said!!!!
**Smooches**

My Boyfriend I mean WEEZY HOME lol

My boyfriend ummm I mean Wayne's home and If I know what I know I KNOW he bout to DO IT REALLY BIG!!

MTV Shows

Fantasia I'm DOING ME!!

This is my song and I hope she means it! Fantasia has been through a lot as have most people. People deal with their sitautions in different ways, but it's all about how you bounce back from that situation. I know she will be fine! ANYWHO loving the song, cd, and VIDEO!!!

Pink Album Cover 'REVEALED'

Now you know I LOVE IT!!!! I Love her!!!! =) Look at those extended legs! LOL all in all I give this cover a 10++!!!
*Smooches*

Eric Benet ~ Sometimes I Cry! =)

Sometimes I Cry!!!!!! YESSSS!!! I love it!! DEFINTELY my song right now!! LOVE IT! Go Eric Benet!!
*Smooches*

Cee-Lo Green {Forget You!!}

Happy Sunday!!! Sorry for the cursing Lord!! =)This song is to to HILLARIOUS!!!

Marsha Ambrosius Gone Girl

She looks GREAT!!!! Done lost that baby fat and looking GREAT!! Ironic how her CD && the Floacist's CD both come out on November 9th. I'll be getting BOTH!! I loved them as Floetry but I love them even more as solo artist!!!
*Smooches*

Behind the scenes Right Through Me

Behind the scenes of Right Through Me by my girl Nicki Minaj... I soooo love this song!! Reminds me of me and my "friend" =)!!

**Can't wait for the video**
*Smooches*

Floacist ft Musiq Forever

She looks "different" but I am soooo feeling this jam!!! Enjoy!!
*Smooches*

Monica Chit chatting on EVERYTHING!!

YES YES YES YES YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE LOVE LOVE Monica!!! In her interview with Rap-up she discusses her relationship with Shannon Brown, her kids && her friendship with Brandy! I so love her!! P.S. SHE WILL BE SITTING COURT SIDE AT THE LAKERS GAME!!! YESS!!!! HANDLE THAT BOO BOO!!!!


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Jazmine Sullivan Holding you down!

I love this song so much!! ALthough I don't care for the video this song does so much for my heart!!!
*Enjoy*